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mmmm i miss it.

Dec. 15th, 2005 | 03:28 pm
mood: happyhappy
music: damn! youngbloodz

Tell her shes beautiful

Hold her hand . . . even if its just for a second.

Hug her from behind

When she gets upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

If youre talking to another girl, when your done talking, walk over and hug and kiss her....let her know she's yours and they arent.

Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.

Play with her hair.

Pick her up (she loves it)

Get upset if another guy touches her (especially when she doesnt like it)

Make her laugh

Let her fall asleep in your arms.

If she's mad at you, kiss her.

give her 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it everytime she goes to sleep), jewlery(will treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely where it to bed)

Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

Look her in the eyes and smile.

Hang out with her on weekends (it wont kill you)

Kiss her just for the heck of it

Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her thinks you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute.


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sad sad story

Dec. 12th, 2005 | 05:46 pm
mood: crazy sad
music: so sick of love songs -neo

okay so you have absolutely no idea how it feels to be rejected until it happens to you. i have never been so heart-broken EVER! im not trying to whine or make anyone have pity for me at all. i just dont understand a lot of things, including my best friend of 6 monthes. to be pushed aside for some girl from meijer hurts, i mean it kills. i never stoped being in love, he did. and there is absolutely nothing i can do to change his mind, well that is what it seems like at least. i think i am being led on but im not sure, he makes me feel so good and everytime i see him i fall right back in love just like the first time i saw him half a year ago. i wish he loved me just as much and cared as much about me as i do to him. i wish he would take me back, i wish i could hold him again and snuggle on the couch like i love. i dont know what else to say cuz now i just sound desperate but seriously this is just killing me, i love being your girlfriend, there is nothing else in the world i would do.
there is no one i would rather hold // hug
laugh with
cry with
fall asleep with
eat with
go places with
ride in the car with
talk on the phone for hours with

i love you and its never going to change. i am always going to be thinking what if.. we were still together.. he never met her.. he didnt care about her... i guess i will never know.

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wow scary

Dec. 8th, 2005 | 06:04 pm
mood: happy for some reason
music: grillz -nelly & paul wall

5-year-old girl was killed Wednesday night in Macomb Township when the teenage driver of the car she was riding in ran a stop sign and collided with a van, said Macomb County Sheriff Mark Hackel.

The teen, driving a Saturn, ran a stop sign while eastbound on 24 Mile around 4:15 p.m. A van traveling south on North Avenue broadsided the car on the driver's side, Hackel said.

The 17-year-old female driver was taken to Mt. Clemens General Hospital then transferred to Beaumont Hospital in Troy. Hackel did not know her condition. A 12-year-old boy thrown from the Saturn and an 11-year-old girl were taken to hospitals. They were alert and talking, Hackel said. All four passengers are from the Chesterfield Township area.

The van's driver and five passengers, adults from a group home, were not injured.


thankful to be alive each and everyday

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Dec. 6th, 2005 | 07:20 pm
mood: in emense pain
music: so sick of love songs -neo

lol so this has definatly been the worst 2 day of my whole entire life by far. let me start from 2.30 on monday... so after dropping my bf j. chizzle off at home i get into a terrible car crash with poor lindsey ranella in the car with me. my car is totaled and my arm is all messed up, its pretty much black and blue and hurts like hell. when i woke up today i was so sore i could hardly walk. thank god i have the best friends in the world cuz without them i would be nothing. i used to think i couldnt live without my boyfriend but today, when i thought i was seriously going to die i realized how little some people can care even when someone who they mean so much could be gone. i wish i would have died along with my car yesterday maybe just maybe you would have realized some things... your priorities for one. (me hopefully being one)

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Dec. 1st, 2005 | 08:13 pm
mood: in love and ...
music: presidential remix -youngbloodz

okay so im sitting here doing my psychology objectives cuz we gotta test tomorrow! i took a pic of some girls crack today at school! bored. im supposed to go up to port huron sometime this weekend with chinz to party w/ her cousin and his friends... cant wait cuz shes a ton of fun! had a good week i guess, going back to school sucked but aaron didnt ditch me and i didnt really cry or get my feelings hurt yet, that could change soon though "guys night". im not stupid. i hate getting upset over something i end up forgiving anyways, but it hurts, it really really does. its so important to me and almost never seems important to you. so have fun, while i die.

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the good old LJ

Nov. 25th, 2005 | 12:33 am
mood: stuffed.
music: Unpredictable -Jamie Foxx, Ludacris

so i decided to start up the livejournal again... i dont know why, i just am.
lots of stuff has been going on, but i dont know how to explain any of it. all i have to say is thank god for my family and best friends i would be nothing without them. even though my parents can drive me so crazy they are the best sometimes. my best friends are amazing, they do so much for me when i ask for nothing, they are the best listeners ever and i couldnt ask for better people to surround myself with. aaron oh aaron...  you were right about everything. i whine, complain and pick fights for no reason. im overprotective and most of all jealous, i am so selfish. all i can say it that i am so scared to lose the greatest thing i've ever had. a day doesnt go by without me thinking about how lucky i am to have you and how much you mean to me, you're out of my league, and your love is like out of a dream.
i love you

happy thanksgiving everyone!



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big redssss

Aug. 27th, 2005 | 12:02 am
mood: happyhappy
music: chemical party -gavin degraw

the first football game was tonight, we killed em! went with my alexandra, she is so awesome! koney after and then my house, what a great night.


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lots of fun + jim beam (mike jones)

Aug. 22nd, 2005 | 12:04 am
mood: crazycrazy
music: numa numa + boom boom

well me n the girls have been having just a wonderful time, saturday night me jessica and christina went to the blend then cruised around and they stayed over my house and we had tons of fun!!!!! after we went to bed at 5 we woke up at 12:30 and i took them home, hung out with by boy aaron and then went to the movies with a bunch of people tonight, we saw red eye and it was an awesome movie, i would definatly recomend it! lol anyways now i am sitting at home wayyy bored, call me if you wanna chatttt

cedar point >> i cant wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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these little quiz thingys

Aug. 19th, 2005 | 10:59 am
mood: tiredtired
music: fall out boy

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

K is for Kind
E is for Ebullient
L is for Lovesick
S is for Skillful
E is for Exquisite
Y is for Young

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.
And that's marriage - with the right person.
You're serious about settling down some time soon.
Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!


Your Kissing Purity Score: 71% Pure

For you, kissing isn't a casual thing

Lip to lip action makes your heart sing


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Aug. 18th, 2005 | 11:29 pm
mood: pissed offpissed off
music: beverly hills -weezer-

first of all congrats to the beautiful alexandra on getting her liscense, hope full she can come scoop me up tomorrow!
today i worked and it was the most fucked up hectic day, to say the least... thanks christina for the help though, i wouldnt have made it through that day without you.
i came home sick, and hung with kali, aaron and justin, then they screwed things up.
i am so bored now, there is nothing to do, we only have 12 days until we go back to hell :(, that makes me really sad. this summer has been the best ever and i dont want it to end. i have the most awesome friends and the best boyfriend i could ever imagine having. i hope next summer is just as much fun, and this school year of course.
wow what a boring waste of time that was.

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